Numb Yourself for the Greater Good. by BookDefender777, literature
Literature
Numb Yourself for the Greater Good.
Name your wait I don't want to talk about it we shouldn't have to feel this way I've said it before still don't feel like I'm being genuine make it easy for wanting more you have to get your sentence in
One of my friends is going through it
She was notified that her beloved got hit with Covid
Some of us pray out loud and some pray in silent
Asking God to rain down his spirit
First we was being called by our name
Then become numbers
We end up being Dots
In front of a newspaper
We should bury the hatchet
Because we don't have time to borrow
Because the last person we chat
Maybe in Obituary tomorrow
Business and restaurant is shutting down
Cuz there's no more people running around
Things are getting a little too hard
Cuz Covid also killing jobs
At one time the building was colorful
With people coming in
Now become an empty shell
Yestery
This is how it supposed to be
You're not here with me
Together by the Christmas tree
Only 6 ft
The shopping mall remain bare
Nobody is really here
Have holiday spirit disappeared
As the virus fill the air
Oh I wish you was by my side
But the cases started to rise
And knowing that people had died
Now it's not the time
So I keep you my sweetest dream
And hold you close in my memories
Of how it used to be
Less 6 ft
We was together at one time
I keep the memory on my mind
When you was here by my side
But now it's not right
It's not safe for me these days
I can't even travel by train
To see my loved ones once again
On this holiday
This is how
Weather is cold
Ether rain or snow
The lighted house put on a show
Next year become new
I don’t know what to do
I’m having those Holiday’s blue
People sing
Red and green
As the mall have a holiday theme
I don’t have the holiday feeling
I’m dealing with the Holiday’s blue
Have my holiday's spirit faded away?
Since my family separate
Remembering of the days
When we were together
Pine trees
Decorating
With the present under the tree
That a bittersweet memories
That I keep with me
Merry Christmas
Happy Holidays
When they ask how I’m doing
I just say I’m okay
It just another
New prophets bring new gods
Their golden idols; seats of clay
Prostrate before the altars
Bless'ed be are those who prey
A demon for every sin
That's where it all begins
Obfuscating elucidation
Tribalistic exploitation
So offer up your sacrifice
And kiss their smoking hems
Bathe in grace with face averted
The stench is just pretend
You know it's true because they say it
You know it's false because they hate it
The only option is to take it
Or be branded as the wretch you are
A plague upon the masses
Unworthy
Unclean
Suffer for your likeness
Repent
Receive
The healing is upon you
Whatever
The means
The decaying hand that feeds
An apocalypt
And then she told me there was no way She could ever continue this way, She loved her ex She loved him best And then she told me to change my mind All we got upon on hands is time, She loved her past She wants it back But did she ever stop to think About the misery that come to this end… It made me feel faded Like an old picture from an album, Oh I wish I was back home. It made me feel hated Like a forgotten piece of furniture, Oh I wish for no future. I tried to forget her But here’s the ring from my cell I ask again and again To ignore this pain And then she told me there was no way She could ever continue this way, She loved her ex She loved him best And then she told me to change my mind All we got upon on hands is time, She loved her past She wants it back But did she ever stop to think About the misery that come to this end… It makes me feel twice to think About sharing my heart, Oh I wish I could restart It makes me feel anxious to be In love yet again, Oh I wish you
I lost yet another
But we both know it doesn’t matter.
Down one more lover
But we both know it doesn’t matter.
I did my all
I did what I could best
So forget it all
And get it off your chest
I paid for all
Buying your happiness
So take it all
And walk away like a guest
Days goes along
But as always it doesn’t matter.
This is where I belong
But as always it doesn’t matter.
You think I’m strong
But I know myself best
This is all wrong
Is this part of a test?
Is this the way things will finally end...?
I did my all
I did what I could best
So forget it all
And get it off your chest
I paid for all
Buying your
Altruism - 'Old Song' - lyrics (2009) by NJada2, literature
Literature
Altruism - 'Old Song' - lyrics (2009)
v1-2: Give a gift to me and just go by;
I'd feel so grateful.
I'll pay you back; could that just be why
You were nice at all?
c1 I can't afford you, I can't afford you
Without heavy loads of debt fees.
Are we like this, living amiss,
Helping out for equal reward?
I hope I'm wrong.
v3: Honesty is all you need but I
Can't quite get that right.
If altruism exists that nice;
If not, that's just how it is.
v4: Give a gift to me and just go by;
I'd feel so